i put the mmmm in S and M

I dont know if i should put this on my blog. So this weekend i went to a 'special party' and got flogged. there is this group called Spank Candy in Omaha. it is an S and M (and kinky) sex performance group, i have seen them before at the Rox and Erotic Art shows that i have gone to [i have told you about that right? anyway,] i was invited to a party hosted by the corky bunch at some big Layer's house in west O, it was actually a little more south of my parents house, 196th and something. Well i went Paris's house who had two draws of nothing but leather and harnesses to get ready with my boyfriend. Jeff slipped in to a revealing skin tight Fantastic Foreplay movie costume (which was delightfully out of character for him) and i got latched up and binded into a confusing leather harness, oh and a pair of killer boots and Paris donned so leather gladiator garb. so all wrapped up and alcohol in hand we track of regency to westward praying to god we didnt get pulled over. i was excited for free alcohol and whipping lessons [i just laughed out loud in the middle of the library right now]. with in a few minutes of arriving i was chained to a wooden X. i dont even remeber getting up there, but any ways i didnt really care. i posed for the camera with a zoolander face while Jeff and Paris pretended to hit me hard. to be honest i plain forgot that some of these people are really really into this. the owner of spank candy showed jeff how to hold the whip correctly and improved his swing. she took a few fake shot while i had Paris pour me some alcohol.... p.s. i hadnt even drank yet this is just me. well Paris tried the whip me, the girl tried the whip, but my demand was only jeff could truly hit me because i could tell him how. i was too demanding and talkative... i was actually carrying on a conversation about how the different whips where like types of cheese [you know some are more sharp, some are more smooth]... well after a while the whipping got more accurate and harder, and then i saw jeff standing in the corner. -ok, this was the fourth person up after like ten minutes! umm no. i just watched the movie Hostel the night before.
ok, here is the BIG problem... there was no safety word given! WHAT THE HELL!. so i was chained up and my friends didnt really know what to do (but i do make friends with stupid people). so i had to think- they like the submissive and whining would only made it worse... and if there is one thing i have learned about crazy people the only way to win is be more crazy. so i leaned into the whip and ran my mouth, please who is going to win a war of the words me or some 60 year old balding man with a pony tale in leather, thank god i know how to run my mouth. he stopped but it went on for two industrial Goth songs before it ended! well after that i watched a Paris's bf get electrocuted in the nipple and grabbed like a dog by females and really wanted to leave. the whipping guy got creepy and kept touching me and fallowing me. so, in short i found out i am neither submissive of dominating i just cant take it seriously... even when i was tied up with the weirdo guy flogging me i kept laughing and posing for the cameras, i am too light hearted about dark shit. not to mention it really didnt turn me on. i just like to have a great pair of shoes on. S and M, ehhh, i am over it. it ended before it began. i might post some pics.