Monday, January 30, 2006

With Much Love and Envy

"Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry You don’t know how lovely you areI had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions Oh lets go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tailsHeads on a silence apart Nobody said it was easy Oh it’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said that it would be this hard Oh take me back to the start..."
So, here's to you going away and not being driven away by me. From fatefully finding a familar reoccuring freshamn face to sit by in 7th period study hall to plans of Washington DC and international travel. See you in June with stories to tell!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

A Popular Holiday I Never Heard Of...

so, i guess on Tuesday, the 24th of January it was "Nasty Thug Day" i am sure one of our more Distinguished holidays, like Memorial Day or MLK. Well I so ignorantly was not made aware of such a day, as I had gone to my parent’s house for the evening and lost signal. So as I drove back into city limits and my signal returned I was greeted with a bombardment of text messages and voicemails that reads (*in my slow English accent aloud*): “2day is national thug nasty day! So if there is a nasty thug dat u no, send a shout out… Thug Nasty, Nasty Thug… Nasty.”
Ha… ha…. ha, yes it was sooo funny I turned my phone off. Ok so I like my men ghetto, what biatches! But in celebration of this day I will list some lessons I have learned. (in progress).

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Monday, January 16, 2006

Lesson learned

you cant talk on a cell phone and ride a horse at the same time.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Quote of the week

"I dont know why republicans are so against gay marriage when they seem to be so fond of gay whores" ~Margaret Cho (you should see her new DVD)

saddly i dont have the time to write my review of brokeback mountain (but you all seemed to caover that any way). i was very good, it was not ment to be sexual, exciting or over the top. insted it is so painfully down to earth it hurts. it was awsome, the greatest part was actually movie but the heavey lasting impact after. i loved it and it is be a must see (unless you enjoy flims like 'Glitter' or 'Army Studs III') i liked it and it haunted me. the acting was powerful and amazed me with beautiful scenic shots. Another weird apaect is that there 3 sex scence 2 of which are straigt, and the only true nudity is breasts. i feel this film might be greatly misunderstood. see it, it gets a full ****

you know what annoys me, this fucked up gay web that exists in Omaha/Lincoln. i hate the fact that every gay guy seems to 'know' every other gay guy. its really sever, and only recently have i been aware of this problem it its total extent. it is truly amazing. people can play 6 degrees of separation, with in the community it's usually 1 degree, no sarcasm. i hate hearing who fucked who, or who fucked over who the second i drop one name or bring a gay friend to meet another. i am through it seems impossible to lower myself to others. PEOPLE STOP BEING SUCH STUPID FUCKING UGLY WHORES. get some respect then you can talk to me.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

A Good Song

i have been holding on to this song all year, i heard it last year after New Years but i didnt tell anyone (no blog and not worth call people) but down load it. And if you dont know who death cab for cutie is YOU NEED TO LOOK INTO IT. This song is call 'The New Year' and is done by death cabe for cutie, downlaod it now. Infact this was the song that first introduced me to the band and what made me a fan.

The New Year
So this is the new year.And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance (in the distance).
So this is the new yearAnd I have no resolutionsFor selfl assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions
So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogues bleed into one
I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that can hold us back
There'd be no distance that could hold us back
So this is the new year...

Monday, January 02, 2006

Dont Mess With My Man and a Happy New Year


well this year has ended and its about time, I regret to inform you that I do not have internet access (*anger*) at this time. But will find ways to periodically drop in to say hi.
Well I survived my trip to the middle of Nebraska. It was uneventful, which was the best I culd hope for. Although I did have a small bonding moment with my cousins/uncles/I think they just showed up for the food, well I sat and watched the Sooners play Oregon. I was just watching for my favorite football player, Adrian Peterson. Adrian Peterson is Oklahoma’s running back and became the first player in school history to pile up at least 3,000 yards rushing in his first two seasons. In the game he did a lot of big plays yet still a subpar performance and helped the Sooners win the Holiday bowl. But I was sooo ed when he got a head injury during a play. PEOPLE DON’T RUIN HIS FACE! Here are some pics
I have been trying to find his ESPN Magazine spread but cant get it, help me everyone (here is a behind the scenes look)…
My new years was good not a lot of excitement but I hope every one had a good time. I went down town alone to watch the fireworks display. They were amazing… I cant help but think there might have been a fire cause at the end they unloaded ton upon tone of fireworks, and set off every car alarm in the old market. After that I walked down 10th street into south Omaha where I parked, got lost went to far and as I realized that I did remember all these dilapidated 1 room houses all the street lights went out. Maybe it was better because no one could see the $900 coat I was wearing. Only I am so stupid. Then after that I (and only because of a promise) went to thee max. to find out what happened there you’ll have to talk to me. i dont really do news years resolutions, i am too stressed right now just staying alive. Anyone have a story out there?